About to jump...

I feel a bit like I'm standing on a precipice. Why am I doing this again? I have 3 kids under 4, my husband works long hours and is often away, we've got Ethan's birthday in a few weeks and I'm supposed to be organising a Christening.

And I'm starting a project which is huge and complex. which needs to be finished in 21 days from now. I've got no hope. I have a plan and the material (apart from a bit more brown which i need). No free time or energy. But I'm going to try.

Anyway, how hard can it be, right? ;)

First thoughts: